i want to be that girl who can go to her boyfriend’s house on nights when she has nothing to do, or her boyfriend can pick her up and just drive around. i want to be that girl who always has someone to cheer her up and always be there for her. i want to be able to tell cute stories to my friends. i want what i know i won’t have.
sometimes i just get in a really bad mood. it’s not like i’ve had a bad week, or something specific happened to bum me out, i just feel blah. it could be a great day or week or whatever but i still feel sucky. this is just one of those times. and nothing’s making me feel better or cheer me up and everyone just sucks.